Thursday, December 17, 2009

Officially vaccinated.

That's right. I just got my h1n1 vaccination here at work. I have been tossing around my decision since the first time they asked me if I wanted it. You see, we get the flu shot for free and now the h1n1 as well.

I had never ever had a flu shot in my life, until last year. My OBGYN recommeded getting one since I was preggo...so, I caved. My reasoning has nothing to do with all the arguments for and against vaccines, I honestly don't know much about them. I am just terrified of needles. And I mean, really, seriously, hyperventilating, holding back tears, terrified. Yes, I know, I am 26 years old and they don't hurt. I cannot explain my irrational fear of a needle plunging into my skin. I have just always been this way.

Anyway, I'm still a little scared about it. I have seen some youtube video about that cheerleader who had the awful side effect...I don't know if it is really true or not, but it is scary nonetheless. So, I guess we will see what happens!

(Oh, and my very lovely coworker let me cut in line so I could get the GOOD nurse. I can honestly say she is the best shot-giver I have ever experienced. I keep asking her if I can bring her with me to the other doctors...I am pretty sure she thinks I am kidding.)

Have a lovely day!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Time to get ugly!

I am spending my lunch hour today googling 'free Christmas applique designs'...why, you ask? I have been coridally invited by my good friend, Jaime (@fearfully and wonderfully made) to a First Annual Ugly Christmas Sweater Party (I added the 1st Annual part, but if we are all still here next year, I will pressure her into making it an annual event!)

Well, there must be A.LOT. of UCSP's this year because Goodwill had Nada. They had many ugly sweaters, don't get me wrong. But, their Christmas selection was seriously lacking. I ended up with an OK combo for Jason (part of his outfit is Definitely from the women's section- but who cares, we aren't going for fashionable!) But, for myself, I was coming up empty. That is, until I decided to just grab a regular little sweater (cardi to be exact) and decided I will doctor it up into an UGLY Christmas sweater. Which is why I have been googling for appliques.

My MIL has been hard at work fixing up my BIL's old baby quilt and it has involved mucho-applique (Don't ask my why I'm so Spanglish today...no se!) Anyway, I figure it I find some good designs/patterns, she might be able to help me get 'er done!

Unforatunately for you (because I know you're on the edge of your seats with excitement...), I cannot reveal what my final decisions will be...it would ruin the surprise for my friends that read my blog and will also be in attendance of this blessed event.

But, I would like to get some opinions! So far I have designs for Christmas trees, a snowman, gloves, a gingerbread man, a moose/reindeer (the site says reindeer, I say moose) and ornaments. What do you think I should do?? All of them look fairly easy, so your opinoins need not be based on skill level (of which I have little....)

Oh, and Jaime, (hopefully you're reading this...maybe I'll send you a text to make sure...) are there prizes involved at our Annual bash? Jason keeps saying something about wanting to win. I dont' even know what type of prize we could give away, but it we could come up with something ugly and fitting, it might be funny. (O:

Alright ladies! Have a great day!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Write That Down

(I’m fairly certain I’ve used that title before, but if you don’t remember, neither will I…so let’s move on)

I want to tell you lovely ladies about the great time I had last night! Some of the girls in my small group and I had a Paper Party! Another girl from our church, Christina Watson, is a super talented graphic designer. (Check out her blog @Christina Studio Designs Right Now! OK, well, not RIGHT now…finish reading my post first and then check her out! If you love personalized stationary, you will not be disappointed!) Anyway, the first time I had the privilege of seeing Chrissy’s work was a little over a year ago when I coordinated her wedding. She created ALL her paper products- invitations, menus, place cards, etc. Amazing stuff! Then, about 6 months ago, I started following her blog, became a fan of her facebook page and <3'd her etsy site.

Let me just tell you that I Love. LOve. LOVE all things paper! I love post it notes, little cutie notebooks, note cards, greeting cards and the list goes on! So, when I approached my small group about having one of Chrissy' Paper Parties, I was super excited! Much to my surprise and definitely adding to my excitement- several of the ladies were just as in love with paper as me (or they just love us so much they still came and/or allowed the party to be held in their casa...thanks Erin!!)

Chrissy brought so many amazing products and really had countless options to offer! She does everything herself- draws everything out on the computer, prints all her own work and does all her cutting by hand! It's truly amazing what she does! I had a really hard time narrowing down what I wanted to order (of course I wanted everything she had!) Here are a couple of the items I ended up ordering...I cannot wait for them to be ready!! (O:

These are fabulous little note cards, perfect for a quick hello or special note. I love the whimsical design on the bottom and of course, I love the pink! I had her change the purple circle to green. (That's another awesome thing about Chrissy's work- everything is 100% customizeable!


I fell in LOVE with these cards the first time I saw them! What better way to encourage a girl friend than with these lovelies!! (O: (I had mine customized to hot pink bras and green accents. YAY! Is it bad to say I'm anxious for someone to have something sad happen so I can send one?? I don't want anything major...even just a bad day would do!) OK, that is a little mean...so someone just lie to me and say you had a bad day and you can be the first recipient of one of these awesome cards!! (O:(O:


This is another item I have been drooling over for months now! (I even put it on my Christmas list!) (O: I didn't order it last night, in the HIGH (and probably unrealistic) hopes that one of my family members ordered it for me...but, I will know in only a few short weeks...at which time, if it is not already in my possession, I will be chatting Chrissy up to get one in the works! Of course I want pink instead of navy blue and I think there are a couple of the tabs that I want to see about changing, but that's the beauty! She is willing and able to do whatever anyone might want! (O:


Thanks again Chrissy for a fantastic evening! You did such a great job and we all had a blast! Now, my dear friends, go check her out for yourselves! (O:

Friday, December 4, 2009

The time has come!

That's right, Ladies and Gentlemen! The time is now here- the time for me to become a real 5k runner! I can't believe it has been 9 weeks since I decided to give the Couch to 5K Training a whirl. Looking back, I have definitely come a long way and I am very proud of myself. I actually stuck with it and made it to the end! While I'm not actually running 3 miles yet, I AM running 30 minutes straight. That is how I did my training. In hindsight, I wish I would have trained for mileage intead of minutes. But, I am still proud of myself and I am looking forward to tomorrow's run.

Last night I met up with Jaime for a trial run of the course. We did pretty good, if I do say so myself. We decided to cut part of the course out, seeing as it was 5:30 p.m. and already Very dark out. She picked up mace on her way to meet me, but even still, we didn't want to risk it. Overall, even with skipping part of the course, I think we feel better about the whole thing. I feel better prepared for what tomorrow holds and I am far less nervous. I think because we took the time to check it out before race day, all our nerves and insecurities were wiped away. Now we know what to expect and we also know that (for the most part) we can do this! I can actually look forward to tomorrow instead of dreading it. And I am so excited!!

I will make sure to let you know how it goes....if I survive. ;-)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

This is the frist time...

I haven't been excited about having lunch catered in. I couldn't believe it myself. I mean, HOW could I not be drooling at the mouth over twice baked potatoes, extra cheesy macaroni and caesar salad??

Well, I am glad you asked. The whole Warren family has decided to start Weight Watchers together. Our official start day was this past Monday. So, I'm only on day 3 and I feel like I am actually getting the hang of it. I stepped on the scale this morning and was down 5 pounds!! (Yes, I know this isn't completely accurate- I know my weight fluctuates daily and I also know there is no way I dropped 5 pounds in 3 days.) But, it was Super DUPER awesome be under 190, even if it was just for today. I've been sitting hard at 193 (eeek, I hate that I just admitted to this, again) and today the scale said 188!! I did a double and Triple check, I was so shocked.

That brings me to my distain for today's fabulously catered meal. I have been doing great again today, light breakfast, mostly water to drink, no snacking. I even passed by the world's best Friendship Bread and an ooey gooey pecan pie from Cracker Barrel. I didn't even really hesitate. I just said to myself, it's not worth the points and kept walking. (Look at me go!)

When the food was delivered, the aroma filled my entire office instantly (Doesn't take long when the kitchen is literally outside my door)...I went to investigate and found ribs, twice baked potatoes, extra cheesy mac n cheese, beans, caesar salad and garlic bread. I think it is very rude not to eat whatever a rep brings in, so sticking to a turkey sandwich and green beans was out of the question. I reluctantly went through the line, skipped the ribs, took a potato and a small spoonful of mac n cheese. I made a small salad and skipped the bread. I didn't even ENJOY the food. The mac n cheese made me mad at myself. (If you know me at all, you know that I practically LIVE for mac n cheese, so this was not only upsetting, but also very disturbing).

With each bite, I kept thinking, what a waste...and I don't even know how many points I just used up. I didn't even finish all the food on my plate. It's not that I am beating myself up for 'giving in'- I am actually angry that I had to eat that junk. I had no healthy options to choose from. But, I guess that is the price I pay for being polite. I will just really watch my supper choices.

All of that being said- Can you believe it?? Who would have thought it would only take 3 days to get me to WANT to eat better?! It's like each wise choice is a little victory and I always feel good about writing down what I have eaten because it is (for the most part) healthy. I am definitely goal oriented and this program seems to be for me. My goal is to stay under my 26 points, or at least not to go over, and it makes it like a little challenge each day. My secret, selfish hope is that after a few months of this once I start shedding some actual pounds, I will run into someone I haven't seen in a while and they will say, "WOW, you look great!" That and fitting into my old jeans. I would really love that. All my favorite pairs are too small right now and I can't wait until I can slide back into them! (O:

Monday, November 30, 2009

4 days left…

Until my first official 5K race! Holy smokes!! I can’t believe only 9 short weeks ago I decided to start this training and here I am. I’m at the end! While I cannot yet run 3.1 miles, I am able to run 30 minutes straight at a decent pace. I am so proud of myself for sticking with this!

It has definitely been rough. A lot of mind games and a lot of wanting to give up. I still find it crazy that this actually worked. I was beginning to feel somewhat hopeless of ever getting into shape. But this really worked! While I still don’t LOVE running, I don’t hate it as much. I think of it more of a means to an end now, instead of sheer torture. If I want to continue to get healthy and drop this baby weight, I have to keep up with my running. 30 minutes at least 3 times a week? Definitely doable.

My friend Jaime and I did our first run together this past Sunday and even though we didn’t finish, we did great! We ran a 14:00 minute mile, a PR for both of us! That is something to be excited about! Also, we learned that we run at about the same pace, which will be good on race day.

I just learned by reading her running blog (@Jaime learns to run) that we have been thinking the same things about this training. The system is a little flawed. Actually, it just doesn’t take into account that some people won’t be able to run a 10-minute mile right away. So, by the end, you’re supposed to be able to run 3.1 miles in 30 minutes….that is just not the case for us. We aren’t up to that speed yet. But, I think as long as we kick booty on the first 30 minutes, everything else is just Whatever! We have been training to run 30 minutes, and I know we can at least do that! Anything after that, whether we can keep running or if we have to walk, that is all OK.

I just can’t wait to wear our matching hot pink running jackets! Haha (O:

A little catch up...

I'm on my lunch break, so I don't really have time for a full catch up blog post, but here are the highlights:

Awesomely Wonderful, perfect relaxing weekend! I got all my usual weekend chores done Wednesday night so I could enjoy the next 4 days off and I certainly did! We had Jason's brother and sister-in-law over on Thanksgiving and had a great time. It was laid back and fabulous. It was my first attempt at all-foods-Thanksgiving and we rocked it! Let me just say, Baking Bags are from heaven! Also, I'm still bummed about not getting to make cheesy potato casserole...but I digress.

Friday was the traditional Black Friday shopping. It was less than average this year. I'm still mad at Wal-mart. This year they had all the good deals already out and open WELL before "Open time" of 5 a.m. There were just signs saying the sale prices wouldn't ring up until 5 a.m. So, anyone who knew this could get there at 2:00 a.m. or whenever, load up their cart and just WAIT until 5:00 to check out! All the racks were completely empty by the time we got there at 4:30. (Which in years past was more than enough time to get in and get where we wanted to be when everything was unwrapped at 5:00). BOO WALMART! J did get the GPS he wanted from Target...he ordered it online the night before! I was suprised they had their BF sale prices online the day before, but that worked out well for us!

Saturday, Jason's mom made a Thanksgiving dinner for all 6 (and 2 babies) of us and we also did some family pictures. Emilia didn't really cooperate too well, but hopefully a couple turned out well enough for Christmas cards! I'll post them once I look through them. (O:

Sunday was another special day...Jason preached the night service! I was so nervous for him I thought I was either going to puke or cry. Luckily, I did neither. and He was so great! I am so proud of him. We are using this sermon (which we had recorded and burned onto DVD's) to send with his resumes. I just keep praying that something comes along for him soon!!

The worst part of the whole weekend (and quite possibly my life, so far) came after church. I was picking Emilia up from the nursery and went to close the door to the room as we were leaving....not noticing that she had taken ahold of the inside part of the door. I smashed her sweet little hand IN THE DOOR!!! I instantly felt sick and she was in hysterics, with good reason! It took me probably 15 minutes to calm her back down. (Partly because it was already past her bedtime, but mostly because her mother injured her). I know these things are going to happen and I know she is OK, but man. There is nothing like the heartache of causing pain to your own baby. Nothing. I still see the whole tramatic event replaying in my mind and almost cry every time.

But, awful "Mother of the Year" moment aside, the weekend was so wonderful. I kept thinking about how amazingly lucky and thankful I am for everyone in my life.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Off my game.

There is a definite funk in the air today. I woke up in a pretty good mood (even thoug I skipped my morning run to sleep in...whoopsie daisy!) but it has started to go downhill. I don't know what it is about this place, but people always seem cranky at work. There are a select few that *try* to remain in good spirits, but for the most part everyone is crabby. That is the worst part about working with all women. But, I just walk away and sit in my cave(office) and think happy thoughts. Like these:

I purchased a new top from Target yesterday and wasn't sure if it was cute or not...I thought it was super fun, but never know what others might think. The jury is back and it was a hit! I got several compliments at church last night! Yay!! (O:

Also, I experimented a little with the curling iron while getting ready. I am DYING for banana curls that look free-flowing and beautiful, but until recently didn't think I could do them. I have been googling the heck out of this, trying to find the best way to get the best curls. (You read that right, I GOOGLED it. I am officially a dork, but like you didn't know that already!) I've had my compiled list of instructions sitting in my email inbox for WEEKS, waiting for The Day. Well! The Day was yesterday (sort of). I didn't allow for as much time as I really needed (thanks thick hair!), but what I was able to do really added body to my hair. I felt so pretty and really liked it. The thing that drove me crazy about straightening my hair bone straight was that I was constantly smoothing out the back and running my fingers through it to make sure it was laying flat. Curled/body-licious hair is a whole new ball game! It doesn't have to look perfect and that was awesome. I can't wait until the next time I can play around with it! (Hoepfully I will remember the hair spray next time so the bananas will hold) (O:

Fleece rain boot liners!! Woo hoo!! They just came in and I'm going to try them on Right. Now. Awesome. They are wonderful. I will have to keep an extra lint roller at work now, because the cream color fleece fur has already left its mark on my black scrubs. But, they will be so worth it! Now, Target, please oh PLEASe send my rain boots!! I am so excited for them and promise to wear them almost everyday to work!

Working from home. While I would rather just take the day off to run Jason and Emilia to the doctor(s), I don't have any sick time left. So, I am greatly appreciative that I have a job where I can work from home and an employer that allows it. It is a huge blessing to be able to take some work home with me and get it done there, when something happens and I can't be at work.

Sprite Zero! Hello diet white soda that tastes good!! Ever since I found out I was pregnant, I haven't had caffiene. So, I'm going on a year and a half with no caffiene (the occasional sweet tea, though). Well, I do still love the yummy bubbles that a soda provides so I started drinking Sprite (and Sierra Mist at work). I realized that I am packing in the calories by doing so. I have started drinking diet caffiene free pepsi at work. I used to mock those who drank this, because I thought WHY BOTHER with no caffiene or calories. Now I know. I want the bubbles. So, I started hunting for a diet white soda that wasn't awful. Diest 7Up was an immediate no. I stumbled upon Sprite Zero last week and grabbed a 2-Liter to try. To my surprise, it really isn't that bad. It tastes very similar to regular Sprite (my fav white soda) and I am very pleased! I grabbed up a couple cases this weekend and I'm living the good life! Haha.

OK. This was a somewhat long, rather scattered random blog post. Please don't un-friend me over it. At least I feel happier. (O:

Friday, November 20, 2009

Stiff Neck, Day 2

Ugh. Ugh ugh ugh. I am officially off schedule for running, thanks to a stinkin’ stiff neck! I was supposed to run yesterday morning, but first Emilia woke up around 2:20 and was up about 30 minutes…then my alarm went off at 4:05…and I couldn’t turn my neck to the right. So, I reset my alarm and went back to sleep for another hour. I was hoping I would be all better by this morning, and the signs were pointing to ‘yes’…my neck felt great last night and I got a good night’s sleep with no Emilia wake ups… But, when it was time to get up. Stiff Neck.

Now, I may have been able to ‘power through’ this morning and run it out…but there is just something about a stiff neck that affects my entire mood. (As if anyone actually enjoys a stiff neck). So, I didn’t run AGAIN. I am *hoping* that I can squeeze it in sometime this afternoon or evening, that way I’m not too terribly behind.

I got to thinking about it this morning and realized why I’m feeling like a slacker. All the weeks up until now were a challenge. Each week was harder than the last. Now that I’ve hit 25 minutes, I feel like I have accomplished something. So I think Satan is trying to trick me into thinking it would be OK to quit now…I’ve proven that I can do something I put my mind to- I’m running 25 minutes for crying out loud! But I don’t want to give up!! I want to keep going! After this 5k training is done, I want to continue running at least 3 miles a few times a week! Should I call this a hurdle I just have to get past? I’m not sure. But, as of right now, the stiff neck is winning…

Never a dull moment!

As my good friend, Jaime has so kindly pointed out to me during a (these days) RARE email-athon, I haven’t been blogging lately. Well, let me explain why…ready?

Starting last weekend, I have been going 100miles an hour, non stop. Let’s start with last Saturday....

All was going well, the weekend was shaping up rather nicely and I even got to bed semi-early Saturday night. (Yes, I was excited about going to be early on a Saturday night…I am officially a loser). Jason was still on the couch, half watching tv, half sleeping (his typical weekend schedule…sometimes he makes it to bed, other times he sleeps down there all night). Well, about 2 or 2:30am he comes upstairs and flops down on our bed moaning (in pain). My first thought was annoyance, ‘why is he being so loud, I am SLEEPING!’ But, after a few minutes I realized he was actually in pretty severe pain. So, after a few more minutes of back and forth on whether or not to go to the hospital, I tell him we are going. I knock on his parents’ bedroom door (one nice perk of living with the in-laws) and ask if they mind listening for Emilia, we are going to the hospital. 4 ½ hours later and about 5-6 tests later, we find out he has appendicitis. By 8:00 a.m. they were prepping him for surgery. He had to stay the night Sunday and we didn’t get to leave until 4:00 p.m. on Monday. That made for a rough 2 days on very little sleep.

Now he is on ‘bed rest’ for at least a week, maybe longer. Then, he will have more at home recovery and cannot return to work for an additional 2-3 weeks! This is mostly because he works with contractors at a home improvement store, so he won’t be able to lift before then. Because of this, I have been taking care of Emilia pretty much solo. Of course, his parents help play with her and cuddle her, but it’s all me for bath time, bottles and bedtime. Usually we trade off. I am getting worn out.

Did I mention that this week and next week are J’s two weeks of vacation?? Poor guy! Also, J was scheduled to speak at our church this coming Sunday night. Of course, that has also been put on hold. There were a few church waiting for him to send that out to be considered for positions. So, we had to email them and explain the situation.

On top of that, it looks like we won’t be going to KY for Thanksgiving with my mom, as previously planned. We were going to leave out Wednesday afternoon and come back Thursday afternoon, as we usually do. I was actually excited to go and see my mom’s side of the family and to show off my sweet little girl. Mom had purchased a pop-a-tot for Emilia to try out and we even had a new stereo with ipod capabilities installed in my van. One of Jason’s first thoughts after hearing he would have surgery was that we wouldn’t be able to go. So, I don’t know if he’s just trying to get out of it, or if he really thinks he will be in that much pain. I am *HOPING* that the doctor will tell him he is fine to travel and J will decide to tough it out…but we will see.

Oh, and I’ve been sending out resumes for Jason like MAD this week. There have been new postings almost every day! He has even heard back from a few about filling out additional applications and even had one church say they would like to meet him! (That church is an itsy bitsy one in the hills of Virginia…so, he wants to ask some additional questions before trekking out there at the beginning of the year). We also applied for a position at a church in Edwardsville (15 minutes from where we are now)! I think that one’s probably a long shot since it’s a bigger church and they probably would prefer a little more experience…but I can dream! It’s not actually for the senior pastor, it’s for a small groups minister, so maybe he will have a shot. That would mean not leaving our friends and family.

OK, I feel like I’ve gotten off point. All that is left to say is that I am SO glad it is the weekend and I am Happy Happy Happy to have NO plans!! (O:

Friday, November 13, 2009

Bring on the snow!

I am officially ready for bad weather!

Well, actually, I am *almost* ready for bad weather….I ordered my new rain boots online today!! Woo hoo!! After 700 visits to Target’s website, I had my choices narrowed down to three.

I liked these birdie ones because they were a neutral color and different than any others I have seen walking around.


This pair I loved because of the color combo- I am obsessed with pink and brown together and we all know I live for polka dots.



This pair stole my heart! I am all about Crayon Green and again, living for polka dots.

The first 699(ish) times I searched the site, only the first 2 pairs were in the running. Until today! They had a whole bunch of new ones listed and the green ones definitely went to the top of the list.

Unfortunately, my best email buddy, Jaime was “too busy working” to help me decide (booo hiss!). So, I called on another friend, Neely, who is a rain boot wearer (she is one of the main people that encouraged me to purchase rain boots in the first place) and I knew she would be honest. We agreed instantly, but just had to list the reasons why these were better than the other two.

And the Winner is......the lovely green! (O:

I read all the reviews, and am a little nervous…one said the dots that appear white online are actually a pale yellow. Then, another one said they were a light cream or off white color. SOOO, we shall see. I really wish they would be stark white dots, but I suppose off white or cream won’t be so bad. I just hope they don’t look awful with the white fleece liners I purchased for them.
My order confirmation says they will be delivered sometime between Dec. 3 and Dec. 21…come on!! What’s the hold up?? I hope they might come sooner…can’t wait!! (O:

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Now it is getting harder...

I guess I should recap the last few days of my Couch to 5K training…even though I do not want to relive parts of it. Hopefully I will look back at these posts someday, and say “WOW, Look at how far I have come!” But right now, I am finding it hard to press on.

The first few weeks, honestly, were kind of easy. I am in no way saying that I was in any sort of good physical shape. But, they were short runs. I could force myself to run for 3 and 5 minutes because they were short and I knew they would be over soon. But, as the weeks go on, (obviously) the runs get longer…and I get more scared.

Last Friday was a decent run. It was walk 5, jog 8, walk 5, jog 8. It was the first time I have ever run outside, so that by itself was a new (not so fun) challenge. I had several factors working against me that day. First, I noticed a bunch of school-age girls running the track. It must have been Girls on the Run, a big program in our area, because they even had a table of water set out and teachers at every corner of the track. But, I thought to myself, if these little knee scratchers pass me up, I am going to die. Luckily, that never happened. *sigh of relief*. Next, my outfit was all wrong. It was a breezy, beautiful day and I wore mesh athletic pants and a running top. Well, the pants are a size too big because I like the roominess for lounging and they are the only pair I have, so I had to wear them for running too. So, the pants kept sliding down and the shirt (for the first time ever) kept riding up. I don’t think my midsection was ever actually exposed, but I really hate when clothes Just Meet at the middle, so I was constantly pulling the pants up and the shirt down. Talk about distracting.

On top of all this, I was discouraged right off the bat. As soon as I started running, my knees started hurting (I have Bad knees) and everything felt different. But, I made myself push on. And I did it! I even ran a whole 6 seconds longer on the second 8minute run! I was so proud. (O:

Even with that great run under my belt, the 20 minute run coming up was still daunting to me. I was anxious about it the whole 2 days leading up to it. I didn’t get to do it until Sunday afternoon, which might have added to my issues. (I am usually an early morning jogger- during the week I wake up at 4:30 a.m. to get my run in before getting ready for work. That is SO NOT FUN, but I like to get it out of the way so I can’t come up with excuses later on for why not to do it. And most days, it actually energizes me and I end up having a great day.)

Anyway, I waited until a few hours after lunchtime, hoping to avoid cramping up. It did not go well AT ALL! By 8 or 9 minutes I felt like I was dying, and just knowing I still had 12 minutes to go was like torture. It was then that I realized that the long runs do me in because, unlike the short runs, they won’t be over quickly. I have to keep going and going and going. I made the mistake of turning the TV on while running, hoping it would keep my mind off what I was doing and make time fly by. No such luck, it ended up being a huge distraction- my breathing was off and I just wasn’t focused. Then, I tried to get a sip of water (I’m struggling with a bad cold and cough, so my throat is Always drying out)…and what do you think happened next? I flung my arms in despair and accidentally knocked the safety key off! So, the whole treadmill STOPS. At 12ish minutes, it stops. I am instantly ticked off. Even though I was hating this run, I didn’t want to screw up and not finish. So, I allowed myself 30 seconds of walking, and then ran out another 8 minutes. It was awful. I was so disappointed in myself, I felt like such a failure. I actually went up to the upstairs bathroom, locked the door, and cried in the dark I was so upset. I cried hard. It was a mixture of being so tired from the run, low on sugar and completely angry at myself.

After several minutes, I pulled myself together and got in the shower. I had texted a few of my fellow training buddies and they gave me lots of encouragement. I remembered something my friend Jaime sent me from a comment on her blog. It said something about ‘there will be good runs and bad runs’. This was definitely a bad run. And, in the end, that is what I chalked it up to. It was a bad run, and now it is behind me.

I learned that I have to allow myself be not always be great. Sometimes, I will fail. Sometimes I won’t be able to finish. And that is OK. I can’t beat myself every time I have a bad day. I just need to keep going.

(I kind of lost my train of thought…I had to get a couple things done at work, and now I’m back…I think that is all I wanted to say!)

Oh, and Jaime picked up our totally awesome, matching hot pink running jackets for the Gingerbread 5K! Can't wait to wear it! I have decided that I'm not allowed to wear it until the race. Well, maybe for the week leading up to the race, since those will definitely be outside and I'll be cold. Plus, the last week is all 30 minute runs, so basically, by then I've made it! (O:

Friday, November 6, 2009

iStock Update~

Well, that was quick...not sure that is a good sign. Buuut, my application was returned again. The picture of Avery was rejected because it was too similar (Since I alread had one baby shot)...they told me "+++too many babies".

The good news though- Elise's picture was accepted!! That means I only need ONE MORE photo before I can actually upload pictures to be sold. It has to be something new and completely different from either of my other two. So, I told Jason I'm taking his camera and going for a long walk this weekend. I will shoot whatever I see that interests me. I am also hoping to spend a little more time online today checking out what does well for others. Maybe I just need to understand what iStock is looking for.

Anyway, I'm happy that so far I have TWO photos that are up to snuff. Maybe that means the hobby I enjoy so much can grow and I'm actually somewhat good at it. (O:

Breathing seems to be optional...

Yep, I have a head cold. I am pretty sure my sweet, little girl gave it to me. She has been snot-nosed since Sunday and so now neither of us is doing too hot. Right now, I feel supremely congested, but there is nothing left to blow (thanks for sharing, I know). I really would not mind this congestion, well actually I do mind, I would rather be feeling well, but my point is- this darn congestion is interfering with my running!

Today is supposed to be Day 2 of Week 5, which entails two 8-minute runs with a walking break in between…I didn’t do it this morning because I wanted to sleep in a little (J is home today, so he was on Emilia morning duty). It was nice to get an extra 45 minutes of sleep this morning. I have plans to do my run this afternoon at the park. I can just see it now…huffing and puffing along, hocking lugees and snots dripping out my nose. What a lovely site! (You are welcome for the visual!)

I am still fully intending to run after work, but I am not looking forward to the not-breathing part. Breathing through my nose is next to impossible at the moment, and when it does happen, it is overly labored. At least I will be running alone- no one will have to witness this horrific event. (haha)

My oldest (# of years of friendship oldest, not oldest age) friend Jessca just finished week 3 of C25K this morning and asked me for a ‘Victory!' through texting. I smiled and obliged. We talked for a while last night on the phone and it was mostly about running…What. The. Heck. Has. Happened. To. Us??? We are two Nooon-Runners. I’m glad she is doing this training too- I am already researching 5K races in January for our whole runners group to do. Jaime and I will have to keep up with our running throughout December and Jessca should be done with her training by January and ready for a race! I see hot pink shirts in our near future…(O: (PS- Jaime, how are we going to do these shirts so they are visible for a December run?? Long sleeve dry fit with something else underneath? This will take some research!)

I don’t know who of you out there are runners already, but if not, maybe my journey can inspire you to do so. If you would have asked me 5 weeks ago to run 8 minutes without stopping and be excited about it, I would have punched you in the throat (not really). But now, I KNOW I can do this and I am so excited! I need to get healthy, and I have taken many baby steps, but I am on my way to a healthier lifestyle. Running is a big part of that. What a great way to stay in shape. You don’t need any big fancy equipment, just some clothes and a good pair of running shoes- Bing Bang Boom. At first when my friend Margo told me “If I can do this, You can do it”, I didn’t really believe her. But she is RIGHT! Anyone can do this program.

I’ll stop now, before you think I’m also drinking their Kool-Aid…which maybe I am, don’t judge me! (O:

Thursday, November 5, 2009

iStockPhoto

OK, I know I have been MIA for a WEEK (thanks Jaime, for pointing that out...haha)

I guess I have just been busy busy busy...with what, I don't know. But, since work has decided we have to restrict internet time to our lunch breaks, I haven't been on as much.

I have a little bit of my lunch break left and so, instead of emailing this to my friend, Jaime, as I was just about to do, I will post it here, for everyone to read and be excited about! (O:

As you know, I am working on getting into photography- learning from Jason, playing around with his camera and practicing on anyone who will sit still (or as she rolls, in the case of Emilia). Well, he is part of a website called iStockphoto. Basically, one uploads photos for approval and upon approval, they are available to the world for purchase. Mostly they are used for advertisements or in books or on the web. With each download of a certain photo, the photographer makes a little money.

There are a lot of people out there doing this as a full time job and making good money doing so. J only does it as a hobby, in his spare time. But he has made enough in the past few years to purchased the flat screen 42'' TV he wanted, both an HD and BluRay DVD player, new camera pieces, etc. So, he is doing pretty good for something he only does in his free time.

Well, I decided one step towards my own photography hobby should be to make myself a member of this website and see if I could be accepted to upload photos. I don't think I had high expectations of actually succeeding in this (don't we all love self-doubt...) but I tried.

Here's the deal- you have to look over some info about lighting, model releases, focus, etc. and take a quick quiz. Once you pass that, you then upload 3 images as part of the application process. These won't actually be uploaded to your page for purchase, this is just to be approved to do so. When I did my first application uploads, I only had Emilia's 6-month pictures to work with, so I uploaded 3 of them and said a prayer.

It takes a couple weeks to hear back, and when I did, it wasn't great news. It said something about my photos were too similar (which I knew would be the case). So, I figured all 3 had been rejected. Well! I just got back on today to look around (I keep researching what others are doing to try and better myself and to know what to do) and thought I'd look at my application again. ONE of my three pictures was actually approved!! They just sent back the other 2 because they were too similar to the first. But, one made it through!

This might not seem like any sort of big deal, but I'm excited. It means that what I shot was GOOD. Good enough for iStock! It gave me a renewed energy and excitement. So, I browsed through all the pictures I took at our Halloween party last weekend and put up two different pictures of two different people. (See below). So, in a couple weeks we will see what they think about these. If not, I'll keep trying.

(Oh, and side note- Jaime~~ your hard wood floors look great as the background on Avery's picture...I might be using them again soon!) (O:

(also note, while these may seem somewhat bland, that is kind of the point. You want to have pictures that also have room for the advertiser to fill up with words. At least, that's what J tells me, haha.)


*Special thanks to Elise (@elise is...content) and Avery for being so beautiful! (O:

Oh, and here's the picture that was accepted. (O:

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Runner's Update (O:

This morning I finished Day 2 of Week 4 of the Couch to 5K Training!! Whoot!! I definitely did not enjoy myself at all. But then, I started thinking (while counting IN 2 3 4, OUT 2 3 4 in my head) that exercise shouldn't be enjoyable. If I am feeling good and am not struggling at least a little bit, that means I am not pusing myself. I understand that some people actually enjoy this sort of misery (I call it self torture), but I am not one of those people. I do it because I need to. If 3 years ago you had told me I would gain 45 pounds between being lazy and having a baby, I could have punched you in the throat. But, that is where I am and so, here I go! (I am secretly hoping that you all went temporarily blind and couldn't read the number of pounds I just typed out...I cannot believe I did that...can I borrow the memory blipper from Men In Black, please??)

I know I do my fair amount of complaining about this whole running deal, but I am honestly getting to be somewhat proud of my self discipline. J told me a long time ago that he would help me with this...but seeing as I decided to get up before work (which means 4:30ish a.m.) to work out, he has since decided that I can probably do this on my own...(side note- I am a little bummed out that he hasn't been more encouraging of my efforts. I almost crave being told that he is proud of me. But, don't be mad at him- his mind is completely preoccupied with his current job, which he hates, his desperate hopes of trying to find a new job and also trying to finish school in the next 2 months...so I know it's not that he doesn't care, he just is going going going all day until he crashes at night.) *ahem* back to what I was saying...every time I finish a run, I feel like I have made a little accomplishment (yes, I still yell out VICTORY every time!) (O: I realized this morning that I don't really have anything that I do just for 'me', except for this. I have so many talented friends and family members in my life, and I have always been a little jealous of them. They have hobbies or things they enjoy doing and at the end of a project, they can see real live results. Before I started this training, I didn't have anything like that in my life. I like that with each finished run, it can be marked of the training sheet and I am one step closer to my end goal. It might not seem like much to you, especially if you are a routine exerciser. But, for me, right now, this is important and I am glad to be pushing forward!

Oh, and I can add another name to the list of people running the Gingerbreak 5K with me! I was telling my coworker last week about my training (I tell people bc it helps keep me accountable, I don't want to fail and have to admit it!). Well, she came into my office yesterday with the registration card in her hand! She said a friend of hers is doing it and told her about it. She told me that she figured since I was doing it, she would do it too! I feel like it is a revolution around here! Not that I think it is because of me, but maybe my decision is helping to spur on other people's decisions! If wasn't afraid of being called a complete dork (and because I wouldn't want anyone to be able to find me in the crowd on race day) I would say we should all get team shirts! I am thinking hot pink (shocker).... Luckily for me, my friend Jaime wouldn't allow this... (O:

In related news...I gave my blog friend Sonja some encouragement this morning about exercise and eating right...I told her that we should both commit to eating better because if we did, I might actually do it. I explained how my friend Jaime and I started the C25K training at the same time and the biggest thing keeping us both going is that we don't want to be the first to quit...so I figured this philosophy could hold strong with eating right too. SOOO, basically I am hoping she doesn't take me up on that...otherwise I'll have to exercise AND eat right and that is just TOO MUCH!! (haha)

Everyone here seems to be pretty crab-ay this morning...so I hope you are having a better mornig than they are! It's almost the weekend, woo hoo!! (O:

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Oofta!

That's right, I said OOFTA! I know I have been a little MIA here lately and I apologize!

My mind has been spinning since this weekend. We found out some less-than-wonderful things about the daycare we have (had) Emilia in, so I have been completely preoccupied with trying to find a new one. Luckily, our friend, Elise (@elise is...content) has agreed to watch our little girl, in addition to her own 2 kids and one other little girl she was already watching. Woo hoo! No more stress about if Emilia is being neglected! She starts there on Monday and I am so relieved!!

Now that I am not completely consumed with that...I have moved on to our Halloween costumes for this weekend's Halloween Part-AAAY! (O: As we already know, Emilia is going to be a duck...so Jason is going to be a duck hunter and I am going to be a hunting dog. (haha). Hey, it beats being farmers! Plus, we already have everything I need for these costumes and I could not find ANY flannel or overalls at Goodwill! So, farmers are out and hunter&dog are in! (O:

I am up to week FOUR in the C25K and I am still somewhat in disbelief. Today was 5min brisk walk, jog 3 min, walk 1.5 min, jog 5 min, walk 2.5 min, jog 3 min, walk 1.5 min, jog 5 min, VICTORY! I had to do some serious praying this morning to get through it. I wanted to give up before I even started. I guess my mood was just off today. But, I have to agree with something I ready on another blog- her name is Lauren and her blog is LiveLaughLove (wish I had thought to use that...we LOVE that saying in the Warren household! I might switch mine to something similar! ...anyway...) She is 2 weeks ahead of me and it has been such an encouragement to read about her training. It shows me that I CAN keep going. Even when I feel like I have made an awful, AWFUL mistake, I can keep going. Anyway, a few posts ago, she said that she has realized she doesn't love the running part, but she loves the finishing part. That is SO ME!! I pretty must Hate the entire 25ish minutes of the actual running...but getting to the end and being able to shout victory is so great! It really is what keeps me going at this point.

Well, now work is over (ha). I'll save more for another day!

Have a great night all! (O:

Friday, October 23, 2009

Watching the clock...

Technically, that title is very uncreative and undescriptive because I could use it literally every. single. day. (Well, Monday through Friday anyway) But that is what I am sitting here doing...cleaning stuff off my desk for the week and gearing up for the weekend. We do not have too much going on, but enough to make me look forward to getting out of here.

I am getting off at 2:00 today (woo hoo) to take Emilia for her 6 month check-up (tear). I already have the Tylenol in my purse, to give her before we head over to the doctor's office. In case no one ever tells you, as no one told me, give your baby a dose of Tylenol before the doctor's appointment if she/he will be getting any shots. That way it can start kicking in before the horrible incident occurs.

I have been dreading today all week...I hate shots. I still get upset (and sometimes cry) when I know I have to get them and it is even worse when I know the pain will be inflicted on my little girl. The last time I took her, she just looked up at me in shock, like 'WHY did you let this happen to me???' It was awful. I cried, she cried. Awful. The next visit with shots, lucky for me, Jason took her. He did not cry, he was strong. But, he did tell me he felt really bad. Now it is my turn again and I am not looking forward to this. I am half minded to get a bottle ready and feed her while she is getting them...maybe she will be so distracte she won't be scarred for life. (Yes, I am dramatic. What else is new.)

After that, I am going to a Beth Moore podcast with my Momma at her church. I am really excited! I really enjoy hearing Beth Moore speak and I have been praying that I will be open to the messages she shares. It will also be some good time spent with my Momma. I do not see her very often (even though she only lives 20 minutes away) and I am always excited to squeeze time in with her whenever I can! The sessions are tonight and tomorrow morning. Wahoo!

Saturday afternoon is currently free and that would be exciting. Except I know it will be spent catching up on laundry and finishing the task of switching E's clothes from 3-6mos to 6-9/6-12 mos. We have been living out of the 6-9/6-12 month storage tub since last weekend and I am done with that. I am thinking that *maybe* I can convince J to take me to a movie that night...but we shall see. He almost refuses to go to the movies on the weekends because everyone is loud and rude and etc. (He is going to be one grumpy old man someday!) BUT, if I offer up something he wants to see, it might happen. *fingers crossed* (O:

Sunday morning will hopefully involve sleeping in a little before Day 3 of Week 3 of Couch to 5K! This week has been very encouraging. I was pretty nervous about the 3 minute runs, but they are not so bad. Yes, I am a sweaty, red puffy faced mess when I am done, but I am Doing It! Not breaks, no slowing down, no passing out. I decided this morning that I do not care how awful I look, as long as I am doing it. I am not completely dead, out of breath when I am done because I am keeping up with good breathing techniques. So, if my face is so splotchy red that it will scare small children and make newborn babies cry, that is OK. I just PRAY no one EVER has a camera near me after a run...that would be unfortunate for everyone involved.

Sunday evening, before The Edge is a friend's baby shower. I was in charge of (by self appointment, of course) getting the group organized and purchasing the gift. I think she will be pleased. The wrapping job is going to be pretty cute too, seeing as I had left over teal wrapping paper and brown ribbon with teal polka dots from my sister-in-law's shower...rock on! We have three boxes stacked on top of each other with a little lion toy, that I let Emilia pick out, on top. Cute cute cute. I just love baby showers and helping a new momma with the stuff she will really need! I remember my shower and how grateful I was to everyone for all the gifts, advice and love. It was truly overwhelming. I hope my friend's day is just as wonderful.

After The Edge, my weekend is over. (boo). BUT- the next weekend is Halloween!! I am *thinking* about doing some 'You've Been Boo'd' business at work next week for fun. At my old job we did this, but usually for the last 2 weeks before Halloween...so I am a little late. Oh well. It could still be fun! It will all depend on if I have enough time to go grab up some Halloween goodies before Monday! (O:

Have a great weekend friends! (O:

The one that did not make the cut...

I hereby dedicate this blog post to Emilia's 'runner up' Halloween costume, my personal favorite.

It, unfortunately, will not see the tricks or treats of Halloween night. We are going to a bonfire party at my friend Jaime's house that night and everyone is "HIGHLY encouraged" to dress up. This means, if you do not dress up, Jaime is going to be on your case all night and probably call you mean names. (I am not kidding...)

Now, I may or may not have mentioned this before on here, but my husband can tend to be a fuddy dud about these sorts of things...and had no intention of dressing up (he has thick skin and Jaime's taunts would do him no harm). But, he asked if our whole family unit would be dressing up to a theme, and I saw my "in". I told him I had two costumes for Emilia and if he could come up with a theme to go with one of them, we would do it. So, on Halloween night we are dressing up as the ever-so-creative farmers to go with Emilia's duck costume. (Apparently we are duck farmers, ha).

This means my favorite costume, the one I purchased for $3 on clearance when I was only a few months pregnant and did not even know my baby's gender yet, the most adorable idea ever, lost. My dreams have been crushed and I no longer have a reason to live. (OK, reality check- I am not actually this distraught over it, but I think it makes for a good, dramatic opening. I have to keep my audience guessing and on the edge of their seats...are you there yet?)

Well, since I do not get to dress up my little stinker in this cosutme for Halloween, I took last night as my opportunity to dress her up in the costume and take some pictures!

I will not keep you waiting any longer...
May I present to you, Emilia the Skunk! (O:

I tried to get some 'tail shots', but she is big into rolling right now and was all over the place! But, you still get the idea. (O:

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Wishing for Colorado!

This morning's post is part of Kelsey @ The Seattle Smith's Wishful Wednesday series (O: Each week she posts a different topic and encourages everyone to share their wishes. This week's topic is 'I wish' .... I was going on vacation tomorrow, and I would want to go ______!

My answer, as made obvious by my title, is Colorado! It may not seem like anything glamorous to you, but if you know me outside of the bloggy world know this is my dream place. I spent 6 years of my childhood there and have been begging to go back ever since I was 8. Imagine growing up (ages 2-8) with a beautiful mountainous landscape in your backyard and then being shipped off (by the military) to Illinois, where nothing is abounding but cornfields. I literally cried when I realized there were no mountains. So, ever since then, I have wanted to go back.

My dream vacation would be to rent a log cabin up in the Rocky Mountains and hide away from the rest of the world for a while. I would, of course, bring my hubby and our daughter. We would spend lazy pajama days on the wrap around porch, sipping sweet tea, taking in the view and talking about anything and everything or nothing at all. When we felt like it, we would take long hikes, enjoying all that nature has to offer. We would grill for almost every meal- Jason loves playing with different spices and I love letting him cook! Our evenings would be spent, again, on the big porch- curled up together in a fuzzy blanket on a porch swing, with big glasses of sweet, red wine.

I feel relaxed just thinking about my imaginary vacation...maybe someday Jason will surprise me with this special trip! (O:

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Dear Ebay...

Please stop being so awesome!

It is officially official...I have a problem. Hello, my name is Annie and I am addicted to Ebay. "Hi Annie".

It is bad, *really* bad. So bad, in fact, that I have my MIL and FIL helping me by hiding the packages until I can open them so my husband does not see them. If I were to get technical, I do not consider this lying to him as I usually show him what I have purchased...but when he sees multiple packages sitting there on any given day, he tends to give me trouble about it. I try to remind him how much money I am SAVING by getting these good deals, but he is never swayed. He just rolls his eyes and tells me it is not just because Emilia needs clothes, but I really enjoy it and I am addicted. Well, YES, that is all true! But what is so wrong with enjoying a good deal and finding adorable clothes for our little girl?? So, I basically just ignore his contention and keep going strong! (O:

So, I think I will retract my previous request, dear sweet friend Ebay...never stop being awesome! (O:

Monday, October 19, 2009

Does anyone hear that fluttering?

Well, today I am in a crummy mood. No reason, really. Just crummy. Last night I worked in the nursery at church and somehow managed to pull something in my back...so today has not been a fun day. The chiroractor managed to lessen the discomfort, but did not get rid of it completely.

Needless to say, I did not do day 1 of week 3 of C25K this morning and I never in a million years would have thought that I would be disappointed about NOT running...but I am! I really think this is part of what has thrown my mood off so bad. It is not that I am enjoying the actual running, but I do feel tiny little successes each time I finish a day's run/walk. I get excited when I think about toning out my yucky areas and the thought that I may actually lose this baby weight if I keep up with this and watch what I eat. So, when I could not run this morning, or bend over to dry my feet after my shower, for that matter, I was really bumming. I do not think I want to push myself to try and run tomorrow yet, either. Which is double disappointing. That means I will have to run Wednesday, Friday and Sunday for Week 3, Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday for Week 4, then I can get back to the Monday, Wednesday, Friday that I love.

OK- I ended up typing a lot more about that than I had intended to...I was just going to say that I am bumming hard core today and so I was going to wait until later this week to tell you how Awesomely Fabulous the baby shower went (I am waiting for the pictures from one of the girls that helped). But, I did want to tell you a funny story from yesterday morning...

Emilia slept in until about 7:30 (I love her!!) and then I went in and was playing with her on the floor of her room. I kept the door to the room open in case Grammy or Poppy woke up and wanted to come play too...well, I started hearing a flapping sound from the hallway. At first I thought maybe a bird was just right outside the window in the office, across the hall...but the more I heard it the more it sounded like it was inside! And, being the scaredy cat that I am, I just shut the door to Emilia's room and waited for someone else to wake up or for Poppy to get out of the shower, whichever would be first...When I heard Grammy open their bedroom door, I cracked Emilia's door and asked if she heard that. She snuck over to the office and peeked in and sure enough! A BIRD had gotten into the attic and flown down the stairs (that darn attic door never stays closed!) We both waited in our rooms with the doors closed until Poppy got out of the shower so he could catch it. (Meanwhile, my husband is sleeping on the downstairs couch and told me 'what do you want me to do about it?' when I told him what was going on...NICE). Poppy caught him in a towel and handed him off to Grammy to take outside. We set him free and he flew off, grateful to be away from our cat and dog, I am sure!

So, that was our eventful Sunday morning! Anything wonderful or exciting happen to you? (O:

Friday, October 16, 2009

9 Minutes...

That is exactly how long I have until my whirlwind of a weekend will commence...I know I have been rather absent the past few days (except for quick, nothing-to-them posts, I think I remember doing that...) My mind is a haze due to the all-consuming baby shower! I am excited for tomorrow to finally be here and I *REALLY* hope my sister-in-law loves her shower. I have done everything I can think to make it a day especially for her. I am nervous and anxious and a little scared, all at the same time.

I have been practicing my "Welcome" speech for DAYS now...you may think I am exaggerating, but sadly, I am not. I do not enjoy speaking in front of groups of people whatsoever, so I have been agonizing over the fact that as the shower-thrower, I will have to do so...I can see myself now- blotchy, red face and neck, sweaty armpits, racing heart, nervous bladder, the list goes on...I made myself nervous just thinking about it!

And now (after a quick run to the bathroom to change clothes...) I am off to set everything up!

I will try to take pictures and let you all know if I survive...(O:

Have a great weekend!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Arriba!

Today we threw a 'Boss Day Fiesta' and it was wonderful! My coworker brought in a bunch of fiesta decorations and we hung sombreros all around. We had a yummy taco bar and lots of delicious cheese dip! This is a bad time to work right next to the kitchen because I keep meandering out there and grazing the leftovers. So much for pairing my workout with good eating habits! (O: (Yes, yes, I know. National Boss Day is not until tomorrow, but our big wig doctors were all here today, thus we celebrated early.)

Speaking of my workout...C25K Week 2 Day 2 was not too bad. I was fighting myself every step of the way, but I made it to the basement and turned the treadmill on. Then there was no turning back, I did not want to be a quitter (even though I really wanted to quit!) I started praying for strength and encouragement and I got it! I made it through and added a couple extra 'VICTORY'-s to my usual chant. (O:

I am getting rather excited (as much as one can be about running...) about the Dec. 5 Gingerbread 5k! I just found out about two more friends that are running also! I think that brings the Girls Club group to 5, and 2 husbands! That means I REALLY cannot fail, I do not want to be the only one that does not make it!! (O:

I am really starting to get excited for the Holidays! Halloween in a couple weeks, with a fun costume party and trick-or-treating. Thanksgiving with my mom's family in the backwoods of Kentucky (my cousin is my uncle and stuff like that, seriously...OK, not that bad, but close!) BLACK FRIDAY!!! (Definitely a Holiday!) Man, if there was ever a good time for a sale, Black Friday is it! I used to ask off for this day and now I am so lucky! We are closed that day so I do not have to use any vacation time! (O: We will see how it goes this year...maybe J will keep Emilia home with him... Then, Christmas! So many family things going on around Christmas, I cannot wait!! (O: THEN, after New Years...LASIK for Annie!! (Hopefully!) I get it for free at my work since I have been here over a year. I am waiting until the beginning of next year because the type I am having will probably require about a week of recovery time. I am so excited!!! (O:

What are you looking forward to about the Holidays? (O:

Wishful Wednesday!


'I wish' .... I had one particular talent, and it would be to SING.
I am not talking about being a world famous, amazing singer or anything extravagant like that. I would really just love to be able to sing and not be embarrassed about it. I cannot carry a tune in a bucket! I probably do not have as bad of a voice as I allow myself to Think I have, but still. I love rocking out with my cell phone mic in my Momma-Minivan whenever I am alone, but I dread having to sing anywhere that the music will not be loud enough to muffle my sounds. I have even been known to mouth the words if I was worried someone might overhear me.
Is that not so sad? Do you feel sorry for the poor, pathetic, tuneless girl? Haha.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

'Write That Down'

Yes, folks, it is time for another giveaway! I entered this one because I l.o.v.e. paper products! Kristin @ .:.Miss-Kriss.:. is hosting a giveaway for some custom made post cards and a $25 Starbucks gift card (Jaime, I know your ears just perked up!) (O:

I really enjoy Kristin's blog and I am excited about her giveaway! You should go check her out- even if you do not want to enter the giveaway, you will enjoy her blog! (O:

Monday, October 12, 2009

Hello Monday.

Well, that was a quick weekend. It was actually pretty good, I'm just in a little bit of a stinky mood this today, so I am having difficulty remembering the fun I had...

Saturday was a great shopping day! My mom and I drove out to Warrenton, MO to the some outlet malls. The Carter's store was not the best I have ever seen, but I still managed to spend a decent amount of money (haha). They had some good fall clearance and also some way clearance summer stuff that I purchased for next year. Gap was not that great either (sadly). BUT! They have these bags right now, their 'Eco Bags'. If you purchase one ($5, if I remember correctly), anytime you bring it in to use, now throuch Dec. 31, 2009- anything that will fit in there you get 10% off! Deal! ALSO~~ Nike did have some good deals! I purchased a couple dryfit tops for myself and 1 for J. I never thought it made a difference what I wore while running/walking...but man! Those babies are great! (O:

I spent most of the day Sunday washing all the new clothes I purchased for Emilia at the outlet mall and a couple presale yard sales...(O: Then, I tried to get through 9-12, 12-18, and 18-24 mos clothes to sort and make a list of what we have...I finished 18-24 and 12-18, but only made it about 1/2 through 9-12 before I needed to clean off the bed to watch Army Wives! (O: We did not make it to church Sunday night because J has been laid out sick all weekend! He is going to the doctor today at 2:10 because he still is not feeling better...So, instead of church, I worked on finalizing some stuff for my sister-in-law's shower, which is this Saturday. I *really* want to post pictures of the finished centerpieces, but I am paranoid that Amy may find this blog and it would ruin the surprise...so you will just have to wait until next week! (O:

This morning came too quickly and I definitely did NOT enjoy my run/jog/walk. Week 2 is OK so far...of course I only just did day one...so it may get worse, I suppose. Last week my friend Margo (the nonblogger) told me that the hardest part is putting your shoes on. She is so right! Once I had those dang shoes on, I knew I was going to go run even though every part of my being was screaming to go cuddle back into my bed. Even my victory chant did not work as well as usual. So, I am hoping Wednesday will go better...we shall see!

Did you all have a lovely weekend? Any big plans for the week?

Friday, October 9, 2009

Nice GLass! (O:

Hi all!

My newest blog friend, Kelsey @ The Seattle Smith's is hosting a fabulous giveaway! I just spent a little bit of time (not too long since I'm at work...) checking out the etsy site for FUNctional Objects for Everyday Life by tannerglass and I'm in love! This lady is a true artist. All her items are handblown and handcrafted to perfection. I am completely gaga (yes, I said GAGA) over her magnets/push pins! In the land of organization and secretarial-ness (new word), one can never have enough push pins or magnets!

These are my Favs, in case you are just dying to purchase me a gift (O:


http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=24499166



http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=27184188


Go check out Kelsey's blog and tannerglass' etsy! You won't be sorry (O:

Unmatched but matching

C25K Week 1 is done!! I did day 3 this morning, and it was not the most pleasant thing ever. But, it is done and I said VICTORY! (O: For some reason, a whole bunch of (probably unused) muscles started complaining during my jogging/walking this morning. I think maybe I did not get enough sleep last night, so I started off wrong.

So, to try and lift my spirits, I wore a cute matchy matchy running outfit! (O: I used to always pick on J because he had to wear all one brand of clothing...if he had Nike shoes, he had to wear Nike pants and shirt (running apparel). He would not mix brands and I told him he was a snob. I still do not match my brands to run, but I can see where he is coming from now. There is something nice about having everything match. But, anyway.

Even though my brands did not match, the colors surely did! My running shoes are white with light blue and little hot pink accents. So, today I wore light blue shorts and a pink shirt. It was glorious and I know my treadmill was impressed.

Today was also the day I realized I need some new sports bras...the girls must have grown after I had Emilia...it was a little painful running this morning in an old-me-sized sports bra. (I know you were just DYING to hear about that) (O:

I decided to wait for an outdoor run until I am doing a little more running and a little less walking. Maybe next week I will do an outdoor run. I just like spending these first few in the privacy of the basement...no one there to judge me (except the treadmill, of course. And he is still in awe of my fabulous outfit, so he does not mind).

I hope you all have a great day! (I have another post to do yet...but it was completely unrelated to my running adventures, so it will have to wait!)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

6 Months Ago...

I cannot believe that my little baby girl is already 6 months old! How did that happen?? It seems like just yesterday we were bringing her home from the hospital...man, time has really flown by! And it is only going to get quicker, I am sure!

Last night, I did a little impromtu photo shoot with her. ...OkOK, I guess it is not impromtu if I changed her clothes and added a hair bow, but whatever! She was in a great mood and we had a lot of fun. Enjoy! (O:


PS- I am thinking about entering her in the Gap Model Contest...do you guys like any of these for that, or should I shoot some of just her face? Thanks for the feedback! (O:

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

C25K W1D2

Hello friends!

This morning was day 2 of week 1 of Couch to 5K and I did it! I am actually very surprised I had the energy bc I was up from 4:00-4:45 with a certain little girl who, at first, was not hungry and then was hungry. So, after feeding her a bottle at 4:45, I realized that my alarm would be going off any minute anyway and I didn't go back to bed. (WOW, I know!) I just grabbed my running outfit, socks and shoes and got ready.

Today was actually a little better than Monday. I am sure Monday was a little rough just because it has been ages since I have done any sort of physical activity...but I was glad all the same! I have to count as I breathe to make sure I breathe in my nose and out my mouth. (I know it sounds silly, but up until I was a junior in high school, when I had my tonsils removed, I could not breathe through my nose. So, once I could, I still did not....thus, I have to actively think about doing so. ...Like you didn't already know I was weird!) Anyway, the 60 seconds of jogging seemed to go by quicker than the last time and it was almost harder to walk after jogging than it would have been to keep jogging. But, I'm a rule follower, so I did as the instructions suggest. And I didn't cheat this time either! I was on that puppy until 25 minutes had gone by. (O:

I think I have developed a rather humorous habit too...on Monday AND today after I finished, I threw my hands in the air and yelled 'Victory!' Haha, isn't that crazy?! But, I kinda like it and I think I'll continue to do it. It is like a tiny little victory every time, right? So, there ya have it. That is that.

Oh and our running group is growing! My friend Jaime mentioned something about running on FB and I commented that Dec. 5 will be here before we know it...and she's had several comments following. Including one from our other friend Margo (a non-blogger, but she likes to read ours) (O: She has been doing the C25K training and is on week 8. She has her first run this weekend! I'm so proud of her and it has given me encouragement that I CAN do this! I think she's going to sign up and run with Jaime and I in December!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

12 Weeks to Christmas!! (O:


Thanks to Sonja @ For the Love of Stilettos for coming across and sharing this super fun idea! I am a Christmas LOVER and I think this TWOC idea is superb! What could be more fun than counting down the weeks to Christmas than sharing different parts of our holiday experiences with each other as we go! (O: You really should go check it out and join in the merriment!
Week 1's topic is Christmas List and Red Writing encourages everyone to be creative about what they choose to blog about. So, I have decided to make a list of all the "Firsts" of this Christmas! (O:
Of course, Emilia comes to mind with many Christmas Firsts, so I'll start there:
~This is, obviously, her first Christmas! That in and of itself is super exciting! I can't wait to see her interest in the Christmas tree and the sounds of crinkling paper when everyone is opening gifts. I'm hoping (PRAYING!) that our family doesn't go hog wild with stuffed animals or dolls....so maybe I should start dropping hints about educational toys now?
~I can't wait to drive E through Belleville's Way of Lights at the Shrine! My mom always took us as kids and I hope to continue the tradition with my little girl. (O:
~With Christmas (hopefully) comes snow! I love to imagine how Emilia will react to the cold, wet feeling of snow. I hope she loves it like her Momma!
~Santa!! I am really considering taking her to get her picture taken with Santa Claus at the mall! I know Jason will roll his eyes at the idea and I bet Jaime is already squirming in her seat (non-believer!), but I still think it would be fun! (O:
~The Christmas Stories. Yes, I said plural. I love the old Santa story and love to read that on Christmas Eve. But, I also want to read her the REAL Christmas Story, from the Bible. I want to make both of these part of our Christmas tradition.
~Her First Christmas Dress!! Haha, yes, I am actually this excited about this. I already have one or two to choose from and I can't wait! Don't judge me.
On to the rest of my "Firsts" list...
~This will be the first year since Jason and I were married that we won't have our own house. We sold our home in September and are living with his parents while we wait to see where J will get a job after he graduates. So, this is the first year I won't get to use all my wonderful SMORE'S ornaments to decorate our tree. I'm sure J is ecstatic about it (he doesn't like my SMORE'S, isn't that awful!), but I'm a little sad. At least I still have my mini-SMORE'S tree for at work!
~I actually know something I would like for Christmas in advance! I'm the worst at making a list for everyone to purchase from because I can't ever think of anything I'd like. I'm a pretty content person and so I struggle every year. Usually my list consists of State T-Shirts for my collection (I only need about 12 more to have 1 from every state in the US!) and scarves. BUT! This year is different! After careful consideration and many times of almost veering off the road looking for the right CD...I'm breaking down and asking for an iPod. HAHAHA. I know, I'm so lame and WAY outdated. But, that's what I want. I think J has already decided I'm getting to Big Boy newest one- the Touch iPod. He may be more excited about this than I am. (O:
~This is also the first Christmas in my entire life that I am not looking forward to the snow. *GASP* I know! In all actuality, I still am excited for the snow and the hustle&bustle that comes with it. The part I am not looking forward to is slipping and sliding around on black ice with a little baby girl in my arms (or in her pumkin seat, if she still fits). I'm worried about that and I'm worried about how bad drivers only get worse when the snow starts falling.
~This will also be our first family Christmas since Grandpa Oshall passed away. He is part of what kept us all together every year, we always made time for the Warren Family Christmas. I hope we will continue it in his absence. Also, before he passed away, he asked us to have a time at our family get together to sing some hymns. While I have never looked forward to this part of the Christmases past (I don't know very many hymns and no one wants to hear me singing anyway), this year is different. This year it's for Grandpa. I know it's going to be different this year. He won't be sitting in the rocker, watching his large, loud family enjoying each other's company. He won't be there to greet me with a smile and hug as every time before. Never again will he tell me that he's loved me from the first time we met, as so many times before. I know this will be an emotional Christmas for all of us. I hope we make him proud.
Whew....I'm sorry to have ended with a sad 'First'. Even though Grandpa Oshall is gone, I can still rejoice because I know he's in heaven watching us all the time. I wonder if he's met my Grams since he's been up there. *smiles through tears*
OK, seriously. Deep breath....
Now it's your turn! What's your Christmas List?? (O:

What's so wrong with the couch??

Why do we need to go from couch to 5K? Can't I just stay on my couch? Or under the covers in bed? Man, 4:47 a.m. came too early yesterday morning...aka Day 1 of Week 1 of C25K. But, I did it! Hopefully I can keep this up, I'm signing up for a 5k run in Belleville, called the Gingerbread 5K Run. It's December 5th- exactly 9 weeks from now. So, pretty much I can't screw up or I won't be ready. (no pressure, haha)

Week 1 isn't 'so bad' so far- 5 minute warm up, 60 seconds jogging, 90 seconds walking, repeat for 20 minutes. And I think I may have accidentally cheated...I didn't have a watch on, so I was just looking at the time thing on my treadmill. I stopped when the timer got to 20 minutes, but I'm pretty certain I should have kept going until I reached 25 minutes, since the first 5 minutes were a walking warm up. I didn't realize it until half way through the day yesterday- I'm a cheater! I won't do it again, promise!

My dear, darling, trying-to-be-sweet husband told me this past weekend that the first 2 weeks are the easiest and I wouldn't even break a sweat during Week 1. Well, he is a liar! (haha) Not on purpose, of course, but it just wasn't true for me! I know he meant well, he was trying to be encouraging...but I definitely broke a sweat. This is coming from the girl that starts sweating just thinking about humidity or hot weather, so it's not really a shocker. Also, I could definitely tell it's been WAY too long since I've done any sort of exercise because I had all sorts of muscles that started to hurt a little while I ran...but I wasn't sore afterwards and I'm still doing OK today.

We'll see how I'm feeling after tomorrow!

Are any of you out there runners? Any advice you want to share with a newbie? Or even just encouragement to keep going! (O:

Monday, October 5, 2009

Black Monday

That title doesn't mean anything dark or sinister...it's simply the color scrubs I have on today. (O: We switched over to our fall/winter scrub colors on Oct. 1 and so this is the first full week of the new colors. Here's our new schedule (I'm sure you are DYING to know!)
Mon-Black
Tues-Olive
Wed-Brown
Thurs-Wine
Fri-Any

Sounds rather drab, doesn't it? I was able to find a few patterns and bright colors to wear underneath to help spruce up fall/winter, but oh well. There is only so much that can be done to spice up scrub...but no matter what, I am just loving that I get to wear PJ's to work everyday!

On to the Monday Morning Recap...it was BUSY weekend! Fun was had by all, and I'm officially spent. Let's start with Friday, shall we?

Friday night, my father-in-law wanted to check out the Chili Cookoff in Belleville, but my fuddy-dud husband and my mother-in-law wanted to stay home...so J went to the store and did his own chili cookoff. It was delicious and he won, hands down! (Of course, he was the only one that made anything, but it still counts as a win!)

Saturday started off super early- yard sale day! Woo Hoo! This is the neighborhood sale that I look forward to every year and I was looking forward to a great day. I had printed out the list of what each house would be selling and highlighted all the houses I wanted to hit. Then, I printed out plenty of copies of the map and marked where the port-a-potties were and also highlighted to streets on which the houses I wanted to visit were located. I got up in plenty of time and had everything ready and loaded in the van before Emilia woke up (always great when that happens!) So, my mother-in-law, Treasa, and I headed out to arrive at 7:00 a.m. We were meeting my mom and my cousin Jenna there and it was already packed when we arrived! Unfortunately, it wasn't as great as I was hoping and I only found a couple good deals. I think the problem was that there were SO MANY people this year and every house was picked over by the time we got there. It was like if you didn't go straight to the house you wanted to check out, you would miss out on the good deals. We kept seeing people walk by with what looked like great stuff, but we found only a few...I found more clothes for my nephew on the way than I did for Emilia...but I did get her some good books...(Check it out- The Little Engine That Could, brand new! woo hoo!) (O:


My other great deal of the day was this super cute bedding!


Yes, I realize that Emilia won't be able to use it for a few years yet, but I just fell in love with the fun, bright colors. This set is originally from Target, and the nice lady I purchased it from said that she never used it and it has only been washed once. I decided to go ahead and spend my $22.50 (She had $25 on it, I offered $20. She started by saying no, but when she realized I was going to walk away, she asked if we could meet half way. I thought that was fair.) (O: I think this will look so cute and fun in my little girl's room. And there are so many different colors to choose from. So no matter what her favorite color is by then, we can use any of these as the accent color for the room! You can't really see in this other picture, but the tread on each color block is the other colors of the quilt. LOVE.
After spending 5 1/2 hours at yard sale mania (holy moly!), we decided to call it a day. Treasa had taken Emilia home early because it was pretty cold. So, I had a lovely ride home with my cousin Jenna. She just married into our family this past July and I've had a ton of fun getting to know her. It turns out we are a lot alike and have similar pasts. She is such a blast!

After a couple hours at home, we headed out to meet our friends Jon and Jaime at the zoo! That was a lot of fun! It had warmed up a little by then and it was the perfect weather! All the animals were out and moving around, which was great! I kept imaginig the movie Madagascar as we walked around because some of the animals really seemed to be putting on a show for everyone! (O: Emilia is still too little to care about the animals, but she loved watching all the people go by. Just like her Momma, she's a people watcher and always wants to see the action. At one point, we all stopped to look at an animal and we had her stroller facing the fence with nothing to see. That was the only time during the whole trip that she whined at us...and it was because she couldn't see anyone! As soon as I turned her stroller around to face the walkway, she was fine! (O:

After THAT, J and I decided to hit up the St. Louis Mills Mall- lovely outlet stores galore! We went to Nike and I grabbed up a couple pieces of running attire that were at great clearance prices. I used my new running shorts and running shirt this morning on Day 1 of my C25K training...but I'll save that for a blog post later today. (O:
My best deal of the day was an adorable dress for Emilia! I've been eyeing this dress from Carter's fall line for weeks, but I couldn't bring myself to spend $24 on it...she didn't need it that bad. BUT, the Carter's outlet was having a big 50-70% off sale this past weekend and I scored! It was on sale for $10! Whoo hoo! I grabbed it up for next fall and almost purchased one for her to wear this year too...but I restrained myself. (O: Here it is, ladies and gents! (On the left)

Here's a close up of the pattern...I am not sure why I love it so much, but I do! (O:

The purple flower dress is another cutie that was only $6! I play a little game with Emilia where I let her pick out what she likes (not that she really knows what is going on...) I hold up two items and ask which she likes the best. She usually cooperates and grabs one or the other. This being the case with the purple dress. There was another dress that was the same just in different colors. J liked the purple one and I was favoring the other, so we let E decide. It had a couple of people behind me smiling and laughing as I taught my 6 month old fashionista how to bargain shop. (O:
Whew! There's my weekend in a (rather large) nutshell! Hope you all had a great weekend too! (O:

Friday, October 2, 2009

Feelin' the Love!

My new blog friend, Sonja @ For the Love of Stilettos has so graciously awarded me TWO (that's right, count 'em, TWO) awards! (First time being awarded, I feel so loved!) (O:

First, the fabulous blog award! Thanks girl! I, of course, think your's is super fabulous also!



According to the rules, I am supposed to tell you 5 things I'm obsessed with and then tag 5 more fabulous friends! (I don't think I actually HAVE 5 bloggy friends, pathetic I know, but I'll tag who I can!)

Soooo, here we go!

1. Lists! I love making lists- To Do Lits, Grocery Lists, any kind of list! In fact, I started a list yesterday of what I wanted to put as my obsessions...now That's obsessive! (O:

2. Bargain Shopping. I am definitely a bargain shopper and a good deal can make my whole day! This includes sales at retail stores, eBay shopping (absolutely addicted), and of course, yard sales! There's nothing like knowing I'm walking away with a steal of a deal! I also love when they tell me how much I "saved".

3. Reality TV...this is confession time. I love Reality TV and I can't help it! Until I got married, when my husband insisted on getting cable and DVR, I had never had cable and rarely watched TV. The only thing I watched were my FRIENDS DVD's (I'll get to that in a minute...) But now, I'm a hopeless mess. My current favs are America's Next Top Model, Survivor, and Project Runway! I have been known to also watch The Hill's, Real Housewives, etc...I just can't help myself!

4. The TV show FRIENDS! I have been over-the-top obsessively in love with this show since high school. I can quote basically any episode, line for line. Oh, and I can answer almost ANY trivia question about the show. I've actually been called by someone at a trivia night to answer the FRIENDS question round. (PS- Why haven't I ever been to a trivia night where FRIENDS was a round of questions?? I would actually know something for once!)

5. I L.O.V.E. Polka Dots! (Weird, I know...and probably not really an obsession, but it's the best I could come up with) I love them on purses, bows, shoes, shirts, clothes for Emilia, picture frames, etc. You name it, and if it's got polka dots on it, I love it!


On to my next award!

Here are the rules:

1. Thank the person who nominated you for this award. (Thanks Sonja!)
2. Copy the logo and place it on your blog.
3. Link to the person who nominated you for this award.
4. Name 7 things about yourself that people may not know.
5. Nominate 7 Kreativ Bloggers.
6. Post links to the 7 blogs you nominate.
7. Leave a comment on each of the blogs letting them know they've been nominated.

Alrighty, on to my list. *Caution* after reading this list, you will most likely think I'm weirder than you already think I am! ;-)

*When I eat candy, I divide it out and eat it by colors (Ex: Skittles, I eat all the greens together, reds, yellows, etc.)

*To make it worse, I always divide my food evenly on both sides of my mouth while eating. With candy, this means 1 piece on each side of my mouth at a time and with regular food I just make sure it's evenly divided.

*I enjoy people watching, and sometimes while doing so, I like to imagine what humming or singing noise each person might be making. Not like which theme song is theirs, but what humming noise (like, Dum da dum da dum...) (Sorry, hard to explain, but really weird.)

*Meeting new people scares the crap out of me. I love making new friends and getting to know people, but I stink at small talk and break out in cold sweats when I can't think of anything to talk about!

*When I was in high school and college, I was in several plays and even on the school's speech team. Now, I can't even address a group of 4-5 people without turning completely red in the face. What has happened to me???

*The giraffe is my favorite animal. Did you know they have the same number of vertebrae as humans? It's science. Write that down.

*My dream job is being someone's personal assistant. I would love to completely plan someone's day-to-day life, take care of their schedule and keep them on track. I know I would do a good job of it, so someone just hire me to do it already! (O:

Whew! That wasn't so bad! And I didn't even write down my list before I posted them, look at me go! Haha.

Since I have a select number of ladies to tag...I'll just tag you, friends, and you may decide which award (or both) you'd like to claim! Enjoy! (O:

~Jaime @ Fearfully and Wonderfully Made: My first official blog friend (and one of my closest friends in real life). She's the one who encouraged me to start blogging and for a while was my only follower...haha, thanks friend! (O:

~Jillian @ I still take out the trash: A life-long friend whom I love. She's so crafty and creative. She's my inspiration to *try* and be creative. (Ha)

~Erin @ Flasch'n & Laughin': This is my (real life) friend who can always make me smile! She just started her blog a couple weeks ago (at Jaime's prompting...she must be a blog recruiter or something!) and I'm really enjoying her posts.

~Jennie @ Diehl With It!: This is an old college friend that I came back into contact with thanks to Facebook (haha)! She's newer to blogging too, but I love to catch up on her life when she posts.

That's all for now, kiddos. Enjoy! (O: